Count down beings... final 2 weeks

 I have no Idea why I am so bad about updating this..... I have been burning the candle at both ends with work and school and getting ready to compete...

 oh yeah I probably should mention that..... My first competition is in 14 days as of today...

I joined a team ~ Desert Diamonds Fitness Team, which started early march.... I am soo excited about how far I have come, and if you could only understand the trials and tribulations that it took to get here today.

I stopped looking at the damn scale and started focusing on what I was eating. I mean here I am complaining about "there is no progress blah blah blah", and why not?? because I couldnt get my act together and eat like I should have been... but of course how do you know you are doing it wrong if you are not told how to do it right?

I pretty much figured it out and was doing fine this whole time... only difference... eating super late (snacking).... drinking alcohol every time we went out to a restaurant... and putting of workouts... I was "half ass-ing" the work hoping for the full results .... no wonder I was frustrated!

I have to admit I wish I would have stepped up my game long ago... but setting goals was not enough for me... I had to flat out sign up for a competition...and I am doing it ;)

The competition is June 1st... it is Fitness New Mexico and I signed up for two divisions ... bikini (short... well obviously), and model. They each require a sports wear part (not to excited about that .. as one is basically a costume)... and the suits are expensive if you dont do your research...

thank God mom taught me how to bargain hunt and so I found both my suits for a decent price.. although I did splurge on one...


I wont give any more details about the comp specifically as of yet.... but my goal is to update regularly until then on how I am... as this is all a big mental game..

Ill update with a few tips that I have used... tricks that I have tried and what not...for getting through cravings and family outings or any

I also have a photoshoot next weekend so hopefully that goes well.....